I love spending time with u laughing, talking enjoying ourself, but deep down those dark secrets that u keept from me keep coming back to haunt me. It showed me ur other side the bad one, u just walked all over me not caring. Makes me think if u ever trully cared at all. Do u even care now?
Im stupid, dumm, a fool, for still being with u when other crave my attention and promise me that they can treat me better. But I stick with u coz ur my addiction.
I have to stop this, I need those dark secrets to keep haunting me, so I could go back to my way I use to be cold and heartless. I hate how u can control all my emotions its like I have no control over my emotions makes me disgusted to let a person control me. I hate it!!!
To actually belived that you loved me….